Stupid in love~
[name] was coming home from work. Your day sucked today, Your boss francis tried to hit on you, and asked you to have sexy time with him, Kindly you refused. The drive home wasn't bad, you had a convo over the phone with your best friend Kristina.
" I donno. I dont like how he's been lately." She stated, "He is being extremely needy lately and I dont like him taking advantage of you like that."
"I know Kristina. I know you nor any of my other friends like him. Its not my fault I still love him.." you sighed looking ahead slightly, gazing over the road, watching the day turn to night. "And besides," You smirked " Your Ivan isnt all to better, He's just as needy with you and possessive, plus, Ive seen those bruises."
"SHUT UP." she hissed over the phone, "That does not concern you. Anyway dont change the subject. We were talking about you. So-"
Before she could finish that you hung up, Turning into your drive way.
Let me tell you something
Never, have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right~
You decided to leave the car on, since you had a few more things before you could actually rest. When you entered your home the music was blaring. Alfred, your boyfriend, must be somewhere eating or something. You made your way to where the music was loudest, in your room.
The room was darkened when you went in, turning on the lights you were horrified to find your boyfriend and some chick with brown hair and green eyes glistening in sweat and naked, Alfred had just stopped pounding into her when he heard the door opened and lights flicked on.
"What the hell..?" The woman panted, and glared at you.
"How dare you?!" you screamed before stepping lightly back, turning totally around and running out of the house.
Alfred had already covered the woman up and had advanced towards you, "[Name..]... No, It isnt.. No please-"
you hadn't heard the rest of what he was going to say, You ran out the door, Now the night had already taken over, The crickets chirping and small yawls filled the air.
"Wait [name]!!" Alfred dashed out of the house, Hopping into his pants. "Let me explain!"
"Explain what!" You hissed. "Am I not enough? Am I not skinny enough? Pretty enough? What? What Am I not good enough for? Huh? Why do you need to cheat?.."
"Oh, [name] I dont know. I dont know... Dont leave.. Please. I... Need you.. Your perfect. I love *hic* you." He started to sob, Grabbing a hold of you and crying into your shoulder, "Please...I will never hurt you.."
So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me that this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right, mm
Don't understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why
"[NAME!]" Alfred yelled running out of the bar, Where you had just seen him making out with a petite blonde, "Wait. WAIT!"
You stopped and turned towards him, "W*hic*hat?.." You snarled as tears pored down your face.
"It was nothing!"
"WHAT WAS? YOU SUCKING FACES WITH THAT WHORE?" You screamed rather loudly at him.
"Hush, [name], Im just a little drunk.. I thought it was you.." He coughed out.
"I have (h/c) hair Alfred, Not blonde." you sneared, your sobbing increasing.
"I-its dark in there. I couldnt tell the color... Please, dont leave me.. I need you.. I will never hurt you.. Please..."
I will never hurt you
I will never hurt you
I will NEVER hurt you
~End of flashback~
This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Don't talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just can't do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid
"Alfi.." You used his nickname, but pushed him a way. He looked at you with his watery blue eyes.
"[Nickname]...?" He whimpered stepping closer. Grabbing your hand.
"Alfred. No. This is stupid. I am not stupid." you whispered.
"NO! [Name]! Please dont leave me. dont... dont leave me..." he yanked you towards him, crushing you in a hug.
"Alfred. I love you.. But I cannot go on like this. I am not stupid." you pushed out of his grip.
He whimpered again, inching closer to you.
"No. I may be dumb, But im not stupid in love."~